When I say "under control" I mean that I can get the things done around the house and it doesn't bother me to have to do them. Like make dinner, clean up the kitchen, fold the laundry, etc. In truth I should be happy that I need to do them because it means I can feed my family, we have clothes to wear, and well the bigger picture I have these little blessing in my life.
It must be the exhaustion...
I got home from work last night, played with the kids for about 15 minutes then started dinner. Upon which I ate dinner with the kids (hubs went to Ju-Jit-Su) then cleaned the kitchen, while I cleaned the dinner up/loaded the dishwasher I was filling the tub. I then got the kids in the tub and took that time to work out. Yes, I do my resistance training in the bathroom while my kids are in the tub (isn't that what everyone does, note the sarcasm). After that I read to the kids and the popped on the TV so that I could fold laundry. Then everyone went
Maybe what has made me in this funk is that a friend of mine asked if I wanted o use some free passes to check out the new gym that opened by us... !? I wouldn't join, so why tease myself. I wouldn't use the membership, maybe in the summer when I don't work, but not now. It wouldn't work with my schedule. I have to squeeze my workouts in when I can. Sometimes it is 10 minutes here, 20 minutes, 5 minutes. It is what work for me.
Apparently I am just in a mood, however, this vent has helped so THANK YOU!